Jar of Hearts

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are

I Hate You (My Friend) by John Oszajca

No one here likes you
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do

I don't know why
I don't like what's in your eyes
and I'd love to split 'em wide

I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend

And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate

I'd rather go to hell
Than shake your hand or wish you well
In case you couldn't tell

Go ahead boy drink your drink
Go ahead boy do your thing
Can you ????
and the words to every song I sing


I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend

And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate

No one here likes you
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do

I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend

I hate you, my friend
I hate you, my friend

IT'S NOT ME

Give it a rest already. Get a new hobby. Fuck with a new person, and leave me alone.

Y'all are dead to me. You never existed. MEANING if someone answers a poll question with a response that you know shouldn't have been on there in the first place, it wasn't me.

If someone says something to you about me, IT'S NOT ME.

If someone asks a question on a formspring, or makes a comment on a tweet, or ANYTHING ELSE, IT'S NOT ME.

Get it?

And before you retaliate, it's not Oz either. He's not on twitter anymore. Believe me, or don't, I honestly don't care. But leave my real life out of it. It's no one's business. Roleplay is about escaping real life so please, shut the fuck up already.

Looking Forward

Much to many's dismay, and others jubilation, I have decided to return. But I've set limitations on my character. For starters, I went through my followers and removed those who have betrayed or hurt me, or those close to them. It's possible if you play a multiple character, I've missed you, so I am sure there are many reading this who I'd rather didn't. I don't want to be a target for jokes and slander anymore. I ask if you have an issue with me, just don't follow. Leave me alone and let me be, because I won't have it.

Having said that, any history Evelyn has had with those individuals is null and void. Her relationships with Emanuel, or Silas/Severus never existed. I didn't sleep with any of their group. I never sold or gave any charms to those I blocked, and I have no memory of them.

There is going to be some changes for Evelyn, which really are for the better. She's still moving on from her breakup with Oswald, so will sometimes be melancholy and miss him, as that's just life. He's a special guy, but for OOC reasons between us, he won't be returning anytime soon.

I know people talk badly about me. I know there are truths, and many lies floating around stream about me. But if you're going to believe any of it without checking out the facts, then you probably weren't a good friend to me in the first place, and I ask that you leave me be. I'll keep my real friends, who I love so much. Really, it's because of them that I'm staying. I love you! You know who you are and how important you are to me, so thank you for sticking through it, and bringing me back. You can make real friendships here, even if it's behind a celebrity face and it took me a few days to realize it. I'm sorry if I've put anyone out by my abrupt departure and hopefully we can move on from this as if it never happened.

The End

I appreciate the friends I've made here, but I've decided to leave twitter RP. I've been on here for over a year and I've made some good friends, but lately the drama has consumed me. I can't escape it. There are people who intentionally set out to hurt me. Became close to me, let me trust them, when all along their ultimate plan was to mess with me. They succeeded, and I now I can't trust anyone.

Thank you to those who supported Evelyn's storylines. I especially loved how people took to my spells. It was fun, but in the end, we'll all leave sometime, right? Now's my time. I won't be creating any other characters, as I had in the past, but hanging up my RP saddle.

*blows a kiss* Goodbye, friends, frenemies, and heartless bitches.

*bows and exits stage right*