In an act of good faith, in order to let go of past drama and hurt, I've unblocked anyone I can think of. I've slowly been unblocking over the last months and I think I may have gotten everyone but it's possible I've missed a few. If I've missed some one, and you know a way to get in contact with me and would like to be unblocked, please let me know.
Having said that... Ever since Evelyn moved to Texas 3 months ago she's been 100% drama free. I intend to keep it that way, so if I've unblocked you, and you still would like to cause trouble-- don't. Re-blocking is easy but I want to rebuild bridges if it's possible.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
The Story of Eve
Where to start? Well, why not from the beginning. On the edge of my one year anniversary as Evelyn, I'd like to tell the story about who I am, and how I came to be.
I've been on Twitter for 19 months, and started RPing soon after. I honestly can't remember where I learned about Twitter since some celebrities were on it at the time, but not as many as there are now. I do know I started because I had, at the time, a crush on Robert Pattinson (it was my young and stupid days *wink*) and when I found a fake account of "his", and saw him talking to a Bella, I learned about twitter RP.
I joined a Twilight roleplay group and became addicted. Spent many late nights pretending to be characters out of the young adult series. But as many of us have learned, trying to work within the confines of a book character is very constricting and stifling to the creative vibe. Within a few months, I'd expanded out into other universes, until I found TrueBlood RP. I started off as a vampire but since I hadn't watched a single episode of Trueblood or read any of the books, I was always messing up. So I started back over as a human, a naive human who'd had little interaction with vampires, and began to learn the rules and etiquette. Now I'm up to date on all the books and episodes.
My human character lasted for only a few months before I got bored so I created someone new. I knew I wanted to be a witch but after reading the books, they hadn't explained much about where Amelia Broadway was drawing her magic from. They touched briefly on the Wiccan religion, which I know nothing about. So it made it difficult to play that character. I decided to integrate a different series to fill in the holes Charlaine Harris had. This is why Evelyn is a mix of the Trueblood roleplay, and Kim Harrison's Hallows series. The way I rationalized it in my head was Evelyn is a Harrison witch, living in the Harris world.
Here's her abilities:
Evelyn draws her energy from ley lines, which she can either balance herself by pulling it out of her, or spindling it in her head and using it later. I wanted to keep her from being all powerful, so I gave her limitations. She can't hold energy over or in water where she's not touching the ground, or an extension of it. For instance, on a boat or swimming in a pool, she can't, but bathing in a tub she can. She can't manipulate technology, and salt water dissolves any spells she is carrying.
Originally, Evelyn was an independent runner, who recovered kidnapped kids, etc etc. But without clients, it got boring. I'd read in the Harrison books that the main character went to a charm shop and that's how I came up with SouthernCharms By Evelyn. From there I went through my old Dungeons and Dragons books, Harry Potter spells, and the Harrison novels for spell ideas. (I have about 50 charms I need to add to the site, but have just been too busy, or lazy haha, to do it)
So that's Evelyn Dawn Valmont. In the last year, she was married, turned into a vampire, then a demon, then an angel, and now an adoptive mom. Full circle, right?
I've been on Twitter for 19 months, and started RPing soon after. I honestly can't remember where I learned about Twitter since some celebrities were on it at the time, but not as many as there are now. I do know I started because I had, at the time, a crush on Robert Pattinson (it was my young and stupid days *wink*) and when I found a fake account of "his", and saw him talking to a Bella, I learned about twitter RP.
I joined a Twilight roleplay group and became addicted. Spent many late nights pretending to be characters out of the young adult series. But as many of us have learned, trying to work within the confines of a book character is very constricting and stifling to the creative vibe. Within a few months, I'd expanded out into other universes, until I found TrueBlood RP. I started off as a vampire but since I hadn't watched a single episode of Trueblood or read any of the books, I was always messing up. So I started back over as a human, a naive human who'd had little interaction with vampires, and began to learn the rules and etiquette. Now I'm up to date on all the books and episodes.
My human character lasted for only a few months before I got bored so I created someone new. I knew I wanted to be a witch but after reading the books, they hadn't explained much about where Amelia Broadway was drawing her magic from. They touched briefly on the Wiccan religion, which I know nothing about. So it made it difficult to play that character. I decided to integrate a different series to fill in the holes Charlaine Harris had. This is why Evelyn is a mix of the Trueblood roleplay, and Kim Harrison's Hallows series. The way I rationalized it in my head was Evelyn is a Harrison witch, living in the Harris world.
Here's her abilities:
Evelyn draws her energy from ley lines, which she can either balance herself by pulling it out of her, or spindling it in her head and using it later. I wanted to keep her from being all powerful, so I gave her limitations. She can't hold energy over or in water where she's not touching the ground, or an extension of it. For instance, on a boat or swimming in a pool, she can't, but bathing in a tub she can. She can't manipulate technology, and salt water dissolves any spells she is carrying.
Originally, Evelyn was an independent runner, who recovered kidnapped kids, etc etc. But without clients, it got boring. I'd read in the Harrison books that the main character went to a charm shop and that's how I came up with SouthernCharms By Evelyn. From there I went through my old Dungeons and Dragons books, Harry Potter spells, and the Harrison novels for spell ideas. (I have about 50 charms I need to add to the site, but have just been too busy, or lazy haha, to do it)
So that's Evelyn Dawn Valmont. In the last year, she was married, turned into a vampire, then a demon, then an angel, and now an adoptive mom. Full circle, right?
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Jar of Hearts
No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
I Hate You (My Friend) by John Oszajca
No one here likes you
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do
I don't know why
I don't like what's in your eyes
and I'd love to split 'em wide
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate
I'd rather go to hell
Than shake your hand or wish you well
In case you couldn't tell
Go ahead boy drink your drink
Go ahead boy do your thing
Can you ????
and the words to every song I sing
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate
No one here likes you
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
I hate you, my friend
I hate you, my friend
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do
I don't know why
I don't like what's in your eyes
and I'd love to split 'em wide
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate
I'd rather go to hell
Than shake your hand or wish you well
In case you couldn't tell
Go ahead boy drink your drink
Go ahead boy do your thing
Can you ????
and the words to every song I sing
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
And some call it obsession
And some call it pure hate
And others call it pathetic
But some totally relate
No one here likes you
Go away
Get a clue
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do
I could pretend
Can't you understand
I hate you, my friend
I hate you, my friend
I hate you, my friend
Friday, July 23, 2010
IT'S NOT ME
Give it a rest already. Get a new hobby. Fuck with a new person, and leave me alone.
Y'all are dead to me. You never existed. MEANING if someone answers a poll question with a response that you know shouldn't have been on there in the first place, it wasn't me.
If someone says something to you about me, IT'S NOT ME.
If someone asks a question on a formspring, or makes a comment on a tweet, or ANYTHING ELSE, IT'S NOT ME.
Get it?
And before you retaliate, it's not Oz either. He's not on twitter anymore. Believe me, or don't, I honestly don't care. But leave my real life out of it. It's no one's business. Roleplay is about escaping real life so please, shut the fuck up already.
Y'all are dead to me. You never existed. MEANING if someone answers a poll question with a response that you know shouldn't have been on there in the first place, it wasn't me.
If someone says something to you about me, IT'S NOT ME.
If someone asks a question on a formspring, or makes a comment on a tweet, or ANYTHING ELSE, IT'S NOT ME.
Get it?
And before you retaliate, it's not Oz either. He's not on twitter anymore. Believe me, or don't, I honestly don't care. But leave my real life out of it. It's no one's business. Roleplay is about escaping real life so please, shut the fuck up already.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Looking Forward
Much to many's dismay, and others jubilation, I have decided to return. But I've set limitations on my character. For starters, I went through my followers and removed those who have betrayed or hurt me, or those close to them. It's possible if you play a multiple character, I've missed you, so I am sure there are many reading this who I'd rather didn't. I don't want to be a target for jokes and slander anymore. I ask if you have an issue with me, just don't follow. Leave me alone and let me be, because I won't have it.
Having said that, any history Evelyn has had with those individuals is null and void. Her relationships with Emanuel, or Silas/Severus never existed. I didn't sleep with any of their group. I never sold or gave any charms to those I blocked, and I have no memory of them.
There is going to be some changes for Evelyn, which really are for the better. She's still moving on from her breakup with Oswald, so will sometimes be melancholy and miss him, as that's just life. He's a special guy, but for OOC reasons between us, he won't be returning anytime soon.
I know people talk badly about me. I know there are truths, and many lies floating around stream about me. But if you're going to believe any of it without checking out the facts, then you probably weren't a good friend to me in the first place, and I ask that you leave me be. I'll keep my real friends, who I love so much. Really, it's because of them that I'm staying. I love you! You know who you are and how important you are to me, so thank you for sticking through it, and bringing me back. You can make real friendships here, even if it's behind a celebrity face and it took me a few days to realize it. I'm sorry if I've put anyone out by my abrupt departure and hopefully we can move on from this as if it never happened.
Having said that, any history Evelyn has had with those individuals is null and void. Her relationships with Emanuel, or Silas/Severus never existed. I didn't sleep with any of their group. I never sold or gave any charms to those I blocked, and I have no memory of them.
There is going to be some changes for Evelyn, which really are for the better. She's still moving on from her breakup with Oswald, so will sometimes be melancholy and miss him, as that's just life. He's a special guy, but for OOC reasons between us, he won't be returning anytime soon.
I know people talk badly about me. I know there are truths, and many lies floating around stream about me. But if you're going to believe any of it without checking out the facts, then you probably weren't a good friend to me in the first place, and I ask that you leave me be. I'll keep my real friends, who I love so much. Really, it's because of them that I'm staying. I love you! You know who you are and how important you are to me, so thank you for sticking through it, and bringing me back. You can make real friendships here, even if it's behind a celebrity face and it took me a few days to realize it. I'm sorry if I've put anyone out by my abrupt departure and hopefully we can move on from this as if it never happened.
Monday, July 12, 2010
The End
I appreciate the friends I've made here, but I've decided to leave twitter RP. I've been on here for over a year and I've made some good friends, but lately the drama has consumed me. I can't escape it. There are people who intentionally set out to hurt me. Became close to me, let me trust them, when all along their ultimate plan was to mess with me. They succeeded, and I now I can't trust anyone.
Thank you to those who supported Evelyn's storylines. I especially loved how people took to my spells. It was fun, but in the end, we'll all leave sometime, right? Now's my time. I won't be creating any other characters, as I had in the past, but hanging up my RP saddle.
*blows a kiss* Goodbye, friends, frenemies, and heartless bitches.
*bows and exits stage right*
Thank you to those who supported Evelyn's storylines. I especially loved how people took to my spells. It was fun, but in the end, we'll all leave sometime, right? Now's my time. I won't be creating any other characters, as I had in the past, but hanging up my RP saddle.
*blows a kiss* Goodbye, friends, frenemies, and heartless bitches.
*bows and exits stage right*
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